Well today erafides me annie and versiondefected hung out, went for sushi and what not. And then went home..ish and then me and nora met up with michelle and went to the survey thing. Dude it was awesome. We played games for 40 min, two, and 20 min each. we were offered drinks, pizza and candy. Then we just talked about the games. So for and hour ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from Florida, this vacation was ....hard lol as one thought cloud in the park said" I'll need a vacation from this vacation!" Which is true. We drove for 20 hours to miami, stayed the night in a motel/hotel thingy we went around miami beach, alot of expensive resturants, and the beach was kewl we didnt swim. But we took a pics ( Read more... )

Well now that i took a sneak peak one one of my friend's journal. I feel like i owe an explaination but I really dont want to talk about it. Its one of those stupid phases everyone goes through. Im a very complicated person, and Im trying to become and find out at the same time what I truely am and Im sorry if anyone gets hurt in the way....well ( Read more... )

Im am bored, and alone. I have my family around me, but i want to go out. I want to live. But i know it will be a while untill that happens and till will happen gradually. For now im in a coma. Hearing everything, seeing everything unable to do anything about it or join them. I hear my friends having fun and sorrows, and i see them in their glory. ( Read more... )

I almost died the other day,or possibly could have been crippled. I was almost crushed by a locker..well a set of lockers. the guys were kicking them around on the other side. And I was standing directily in the path of the falling locker. I turned around and tried to put the locker back, but ti was too heavy. I then started to slide... but it ( Read more... )

Im fine....Im fine. I think or atleast I feel like Im back up to content. Im now thinking, instead of letting emotions take me. It is more duller for me, but I have no choice. Im learning, but one can learn and practice all they like. But when the moment comes everything is forgotten, all that counts is how much YOU have changed. Besides that, ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was a bitch. Friends for the first time saw the side of me that they never did before. I might lose a few friends over this. I know some of them will read this. I will repeat for myself and for them, my behavior ( Read more... )

I want what I give in return. I do to people what I want done to me. There may be minor details that must be altered but none the less the same. And often I know what people want and I give it to them. Often I secretly wish for that to happen to me, for someone to know what I want and give it to me. But here in lies the problem. I know many of my ( Read more... )

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Well I offically have no life. I dont know any real guys, turning bi. No close friends around....well I dont get to see them that much. But halloween was fun. Dressed up as a guy. A wig, a short blonde wig, with a mask, and tie, and black lipstick....i do believe it was my best costume yet. Why? becuase i bet you if my friends met me with my full ( Read more... )