OK so, a couple months back my Nana was dying of Emphysema and had been in and out of the hospital...well, when the day finally came that it was close to the end I was working my job on a normal day...then I got "the call"...apparently she had gone into the terminal coma that would kill her within hours..when that phone call ended I walked back to ( Read more... )

So today I drove up to my father's house in Methuen....I didn't really have any plans so I watched birds for a bit, walked the dog,then walked around the old neighboorhood for awhile... I wandered a few old haunts I had when I was young and thought alot about how amazing life was when I was a kid...bike rides,getting dirty in the woods, tree forts ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I've even posted in this thing....wierd to do it again...here's whats new ( Read more... )

Man, I didnt realize how long its been since I actually posted in this thing ( Read more... )

So Ive started drinking only water with maybe the occasional soda here and there if Im hanging out at Nicks tattoo shop. This is only because they have glass Cokes right downstairs and I cant resist the urge to drink Coke from the bottle..mmmm..its kind of good that ive really buckled down on this because I have felt super sick to my stomach and ( Read more... )

So since the last time I wrote a hell of alot has happened..For the last week Misty was here I hung out with her a few times..It was great but sad at the same time..mainly because at this time in my life I know I could use to have someone like her around me alot ...Strike that...anytime is a good time to have her around ...just right now was a ( Read more... )

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Ok so its been a real long time since Ive updated this thing...I guess I can let people know what Ive been up to ( Read more... )

yeah so it was my Birthday today ....didnt do a whole hell of a lot to be honest ....spent it with Rochelle which is nice..Im super happy for that...its wierd though...seems like every year gets less and less climactic...oh well ...what can i say ?...Im getting old...all the bells and whistles kind of disappear over time...even wierder is my dad ( Read more... )

I sometimes feel sort of unwanted in alot of areas....I know im a nuisance but my intentions are only for good ( Read more... )