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Man, I didnt realize how long its been since I actually posted in this thing .....
Ive been sort of bummed lately due to a couple different things...ive been trying to get out of Methuen now for a couple months but finding a place in the city is tough ...I just wish I had never left and made a couple stupid decisions right before hand..I think life would be better right now ...I honestly get anxiety attacks constantly up here..I feel so damn trapped its gross..also the thought of my father waking me up for work in itself is sad..I just feel like living at home again is unhealthy for me right now ...plus the season change never helps..but that usually passes quickly anyways...
On the posi side of things( which is always the better side) Ive seen a few really good shows as of late ..the only dud in fact was seeing the cramps....which I knew would suck ...but what are friends for?...Im going to Montreal from thursday until Monday afternoon.. this should prove interesting...being in Canada for Halloween should be a good time I assume...if I like it enough I may consider moving there ..just to get the hell away ....Im kind of excited about the bus ride ...it gives me good time to think and listen to music and I quite enjoyed the last one I took to NYC....
OK, so, im done writing .....and coming across like a valley girl with my writing style .....good night
Ive been sort of bummed lately due to a couple different things...ive been trying to get out of Methuen now for a couple months but finding a place in the city is tough ...I just wish I had never left and made a couple stupid decisions right before hand..I think life would be better right now ...I honestly get anxiety attacks constantly up here..I feel so damn trapped its gross..also the thought of my father waking me up for work in itself is sad..I just feel like living at home again is unhealthy for me right now ...plus the season change never helps..but that usually passes quickly anyways...
On the posi side of things( which is always the better side) Ive seen a few really good shows as of late ..the only dud in fact was seeing the cramps....which I knew would suck ...but what are friends for?...Im going to Montreal from thursday until Monday afternoon.. this should prove interesting...being in Canada for Halloween should be a good time I assume...if I like it enough I may consider moving there ..just to get the hell away ....Im kind of excited about the bus ride ...it gives me good time to think and listen to music and I quite enjoyed the last one I took to NYC....
OK, so, im done writing .....and coming across like a valley girl with my writing style .....good night