. First Name: Justin ( Read more... )

Today I worked ....got Rochelle her coffee, and drove up to Andover to practice with Tim Anthony and Steve...we are playing some show tommorrow that I dont even want to be at personally..I wont feel comfortable in the slightest...it was a good time jamming but also really sort of depressed me ...for some reason entering that basement and seeing ( Read more... )

goin to dragons lair to hang out with nickolasss.....then heading back to boston....peace

I just read a poem someone important wrote for me ...this makes me a little happier <3

So after waking up today I sat and broke a sweat on the couch at Rochelles....sat quietly for awhile....went to the store...sat some more and sweat some more...then I left to come here....I just now got in touch with Nick ...we are going to go to Denny's soon ...but before that I did nothing more than drive around contemplating a quick swerve into ( Read more... )

Today started off fairly decent....worked till 2 then got Rochelle her coffee and some flowers and came to her house....It feels good to do things for people...to feel like you are appreciated or needed....Doing something for someone you love is a good thing....well, after about a 3 hour long nap I was awoken by Rochelle sporting a coffee....things ( Read more... )

So I dont really update much anymore...thats a good sign ...that means I have very few days like this where im bored to death and disliking consciousness...Lately things have been super ...Rochelle hits me alot but thats ok.. I love her "infinity times infinity" as Rosie Perez said in White men Cant Jump....and things with us are rad.....My Money ( Read more... )

has anyone that doesnt wear underwear out there ever gotten a burn on your dick or cooter from your jeans rubbing against them ....well i just did like 5 minutes ago .....
Rochelle im mad at you

Love Justin

I dont know what it is...but lately my head has just been fucked up ....my anxiety has been kicking in so fucking bad...today at work out of nowhere I started shaking alot and felt like I was gonna pass out ...My boss saw me and made me get a drink...my eyes felt like they could have rolled back in my head....it sucked....I cant do this anymore...I ( Read more... )

Did I mention I always feel like I try to hard , put too much in , and that im unappreciated?