"My Mom buys three billion things of pasta......no sauce"
So after waking up today I sat and broke a sweat on the couch at Rochelles....sat quietly for awhile....went to the store...sat some more and sweat some more...then I left to come here....I just now got in touch with Nick ...we are going to go to Denny's soon ...but before that I did nothing more than drive around contemplating a quick swerve into a tree(In a car that is running terrible I might add)...stopped by my dads...swung by the mall and stole some fuses for my guitar amp...for some reason I just didnt give a shit if i got caught today... I dont know what it is...but when Im left alone to think to much about anything I get depressed...Then Im a nervous wreck because Im worrying about what others are doing too much ....I just cant help it Im a worrysome guy...Its not too healthy though I shake alot .....my stress level is huuuuuge.....yeah so Im up here all bored and shit..sitting at my Mom's kitchen table that I have set up all makeshift just so i have something to do....and thinking like I said....for some reason no matter how much good can happen Im just not happy with my life as of late....aspects of it are great....but on a personal level Im just not happy..I think I have a problem ...plus I havent been sleeping right ...and that always fucks with you ...no matter what...but nonetheless I just think Ive done a bad job being responsible and doing something with my life.....I suck alot at that...and now with no music I feel like Im useless...anyways I honestly dont feel like writing anymore...It makes me angry...someone get in touch with me please...im bored and In the New Hampshire area...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!