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I feel so lost. It's like I've messed up so much that there's nothing I can do to make it right again. Why do I have to be like this?! I wish I would just die and then everyone could cut their losses and move on. When I say this, I don't mean that I want to kill myself. Let me make that perfectly clear to everyone. I just feel like a waste of space ( Read more... ) -
Irritated
I'm irritated. I don't really like texting all day long. Texting is so different when you are still getting to know a person. You have things to talk about, questions to ask, secrets to tell. It's not like that when you know pretty much everything about someone. It's just basically a play by play of what they're doing. I. Can. Not. Stand. That. If ( Read more... ) -
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Please Lord let me keep my job. Help me stay strong. Help me live as you want me too. I want to be a good person. I want to be strong. I want to survive. Please give me strength to stay pure, to stat true. Please forgive me of all the bad things I've said, done, thought. Please work your way through me. Lead me to your light.
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I really hate.
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I want to be better.
God only knows how many times a day I go through my facebook, select one random person and make my way through all of their photos. I don't know why I do it to myself. I look at these people, all their friends, and feel sorry for myself because I don't have too many experiences like that. All the silly photos that no one understands but the people ( Read more... ) -
Will I ever?
There are days when I really like my job and then the days when I really hate my job. At first, all the people I worked with were super nice and helpful. Now the more I work with them, the more certain employees get on my nerves. Why can't people be nice and considerate? And why are there so many people in this world who don't know how to be polite ( Read more... ) -
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Your irresponsibility isn't MY responsibility.
Yet...I make it my responsibility. I am an enabler. The mother of my 20 year old boyfriend.
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To audition or not to audition? That is the question!
I was surfing through facebook tonight and noticed that it's time for summer community theater auditions. Fountain Square Players are putting on "Oliver!" and I was really excited to audition...until I realized the auditions were tonight and tomorrow. I freaked out and ran through a song for about half an hour to try to prepare myself. I also read ( Read more... )