Jun 06, 2011 21:46
There are days when I really like my job and then the days when I really hate my job. At first, all the people I worked with were super nice and helpful. Now the more I work with them, the more certain employees get on my nerves. Why can't people be nice and considerate? And why are there so many people in this world who don't know how to be polite? They act as if every word they say is important and they can treat people however they wish. I guess not everyone's personality can click. Mine certainly doesn't wtih a few people here.
I got yelled at today at work by this woman in accounting. It was so embarrassing. She yelled at me in front of all of the front desk staff. Is that professional? I don't know. But somehow the general manager of the hotel found out and called me to apologize. I felt kind of weird about it because I don't want to get on anyone's bad side. I don't want to make excuses because I messed up. But part of the reason I messed up multiple times is because I didn't know about it. I wasn't purposefully trying to screw over the company. I didn't mean to throw $100 away. Guh. Anyway.
I feel like there are cliques at my job and it bothers me SO much. No matter where I go, I'm always the odd man out...never really fit in. I don't know why it always turns out that way, whether it's something I'm doing subconsciously or what. But it's always like this. I can never find my place. Will I ever?