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I feel so lost. It's like I've messed up so much that there's nothing I can do to make it right again. Why do I have to be like this?! I wish I would just die and then everyone could cut their losses and move on. When I say this, I don't mean that I want to kill myself. Let me make that perfectly clear to everyone. I just feel like a waste of space. I can't do anything right. I don't think I'll ever be able to.