I have a very hard time saying goodbye. I don't really want to be home for summer right now and i can't understand why I'm never content with what I've got. I wish a boy didn't have this much power over me but at least he's the best boy i've ever met. there's nothing to do and so much to be done all at once. going a little bit crazy and i just want ( Read more... )

I've met a boy. he picked me out of a stiletto-clad crowd and wanted to meet me first. slight communication breakdown but after this weekend I realize how lovely he is. We talked for 3 hours straight at his party and last night for about 11 hours, an overnight with no hidden agenda. We just watched Sleepy Hollow, waited for the sun to rise, and ate ( Read more... )

I want Spring right now! I want to wear a dress in the nature preserve and let Tom take my picture, I want to drink bud light out of a can smoking a pall mall down by the Brandywine, I want to paint my nails and read outside on an all-weather blanket, I want to work out in the fresh air and learn how to really run, i want to wake up and know I won' ( Read more... )

-to be fluent in Spanish ( Read more... )

please let me know if I'm crazy or if this is how relationships work. boy says he loves me. like LOVES. and i can't say it back because, ya know, boys don't ever really mean something like that. Boy gets mad, really mad. After that big fight everything is good for a while. Then out of nowhere boy is mad again. Break up, fairly amicable but there's ( Read more... )

so...summer. My 5th day back I went to a toga party, re-met john mccue, and have been semi-dating him ever since. I like him so much. He's funny and sexy and I have fun with him. and he makes me feel safe and stable, even though he really isn't. So of course this wont have a happy ending. He's going on house arrest for a DUI that happened a year ( Read more... )

I've been in an extremely manic mood lately. It's good because it makes me very excitable and happy for the moment but I think I'm crashing now...I just want to be alone all day. but everyone wants to hang out now because school is almost over. Yesterday was totally awesome, I hope everyday this summer is exactly like that. We went to the ( Read more... )

I'm so sad today. Sometimes I would like to just be carefree and have fun but I'm not and I can't. I don't know why, i'm not stressed...i'm just upset. in general. This weather sucks, i know it will be over soon but i can't wait much longer. My sickness is still making me lazy and useless. In one week and 4 days I'll be home for summer...but I don' ( Read more... )

I've had this really terrible cold for the last 4 days or so. can't breathe, but I think it's getting a little bit better finally! This beautiful weather cannot be hurting it's chances. So I haven't done much, in the way of work or play, but I did go to this Battle of the Bands thing that was pretty fun. boys are so cute ( Read more... )

I like him so much, more than i thought i did. i'm physically hurting right now because i don't know what to say and everything is just bottled up inside me. how am i supposed to concentrate on anything productive when i just want to go home and sit in his car and listen to aqua or she and him? and he likes it! he actually likes doing things that i ( Read more... )