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please let me know if I'm crazy or if this is how relationships work. boy says he loves me. like LOVES. and i can't say it back because, ya know, boys don't ever really mean something like that. Boy gets mad, really mad. After that big fight everything is good for a while. Then out of nowhere boy is mad again. Break up, fairly amicable but there's a lot left unsaid on my part. So I ask"do you want to get together and talk when I come home?" he says not really, he said all he needed to say.
I just feel like if you are in love with someone, breaking up and never talking again wouldn't be an option. you'd want to continue knowing that person not just through friends. I don't know... I'm really fucking sad. I can't believe i let this happen again, i knew not being in relationships was the right way to go...why did i make an exception? I want to go home and hug my best friends.
I just feel like if you are in love with someone, breaking up and never talking again wouldn't be an option. you'd want to continue knowing that person not just through friends. I don't know... I'm really fucking sad. I can't believe i let this happen again, i knew not being in relationships was the right way to go...why did i make an exception? I want to go home and hug my best friends.