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so...summer. My 5th day back I went to a toga party, re-met john mccue, and have been semi-dating him ever since. I like him so much. He's funny and sexy and I have fun with him. and he makes me feel safe and stable, even though he really isn't. So of course this wont have a happy ending. He's going on house arrest for a DUI that happened a year and a half ago in 4 days. for 4 and a half months. the rest of summer and then some. I don't know what to do, my middle name is bad timing. I'm into it, there's no one else I feel like being with but like...no 4th of july fireworks, no swimming, no kirby park, no showing him off to all my lanky strung out exes, no nothing that is beyond 50 meters from his cordless phone. As cliche as this has become...fuck my life.
Other than that. I finished up my wet paint job and make some cash, bought some cute dresses and things. The camp job starts in 10 days an d I'm kind of excited, kindof pissed that I have to keep getting up early but at least it's not manuel labor. and it's money in my pocket...or most likely in my closet. Also saw the Avett Brothers in Philly a couple weekends ago. and it was an amazing show, the best I've ever seen. I cried, I danced, it was perfect. And there's been tons of parties. like 5 a week. but it's getting kind of old plus I don't think I'm going to enjoy them as much when John is locked inside his home.
I'm glad this summer I get to chill at corrine's dock. We just tan all day and her mom makes us dinner at 6. But the weather has SUCKED like, i do not remember summer being this wet and cold. Hopefully now that it's june the sun will show itself. At least the vegetation is lush.
Other than that. I finished up my wet paint job and make some cash, bought some cute dresses and things. The camp job starts in 10 days an d I'm kind of excited, kindof pissed that I have to keep getting up early but at least it's not manuel labor. and it's money in my pocket...or most likely in my closet. Also saw the Avett Brothers in Philly a couple weekends ago. and it was an amazing show, the best I've ever seen. I cried, I danced, it was perfect. And there's been tons of parties. like 5 a week. but it's getting kind of old plus I don't think I'm going to enjoy them as much when John is locked inside his home.
I'm glad this summer I get to chill at corrine's dock. We just tan all day and her mom makes us dinner at 6. But the weather has SUCKED like, i do not remember summer being this wet and cold. Hopefully now that it's june the sun will show itself. At least the vegetation is lush.