Mar 14, 2009 01:12
I like him so much, more than i thought i did. i'm physically hurting right now because i don't know what to say and everything is just bottled up inside me. how am i supposed to concentrate on anything productive when i just want to go home and sit in his car and listen to aqua or she and him? and he likes it! he actually likes doing things that i like to do, he's nice to me but not too nice in a way that's annoying. He hot in an al borland/billy mays way that i'm so attracted to and i think this could be a real thing. I really wish i went home this weekend; I hate school for making me stay here...miserable.
other than that, school is getting really hard and time consuming. I've been staying up until 1 am doing work and it's not satisfying me because when i check one thing off my to-do list, 5 more things appear. exactly 7 weeks from today it will be summer and I will be free. It's not at all soon enough.