so yea, i've been cheating on LJ with myspace...my b. here's a nice lil roundabout summary of how i've been ( Read more... )

-we're bacckkkkkkk!!!!!!! the flight got in yesterday at like 3. sooooo freakin happy to be home. so indescribably happy to be back in my country and feel good ol' american soil under my feet, and see REAL PEOPLE CARS (not those lil windup shits they drive over there) and to be able to see the sky above me...and to be able to go to a drive-thru!!! ( Read more... )

-so it's all finally over. and i feel like i did absolutely nothing but learn with the time i was given. no, not school shit and educational stuff..FUCK THAT...all i did in high school was learn about people and life and fate and MYSELF ( Read more... )

-wow, high school's over, but that's another entry entirely ( Read more... )

-prom...that was one hell of an interesting night for me. real sober, real calm, realllll mellow. and with that, my tale begins ( Read more... )

-i love the rain and how very pensive it makes me feel. for some reason, i get some weird satisfaction from hearing rain and thunder, and watching the rain fall off of my house onto plants' leaves. something about the sound and the rhythm and i dunno, it's just powerful. i can't explain it, but it's one of my favorite things in the world. i would ( Read more... )

-SAM CALLED ME LAST NIGHT. it was at 8. i didn't leave my house all day cuz his parents said he'd be able to call. so i pick up my house phone and hear, "You have a collect call from..." and then i heard his perfect, perfect voice, "SAAAAAAAMM". and i was spazzing out. he could only talk for like a minute, which made me all the more a spazz. here's ( Read more... )

-no one has ever received a letter as amazing and romantic and passionate as the letter i got from him yesterday. it was waiting on my bed when i got home and from the second i opened it, i knew it was different. it was so poetically beautiful and perfect and just all-out breathtaking. it's too personal for me to post just because of how much of ( Read more... )

-i still can't breathe without him. i've had almost no appetite, no desire to wake up in the morning, nothing...it's like i'm missing my heart. but, it's getting better, and it's getting a little eensy weensy bit easier to go thru life and get through the hard moments ( Read more... )

Brooke Nicole Lockwood's Aliases

Your movie star name: Chocolate Donald

Your fashion designer name is Brooke Dublin

Your socialite name is Motormouth Davie

Your fly girl / guy name is B Loc

Your detective name is Tiger McCarthy

Your barfly name is Oreo Daiquiri

Your soap opera name is Nicole Johnson

Your rock star name is Twix Jet
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