Yeah so I am tired of updating 500 journals... okay maybe 3 at the most... but yeah... As much as I like this journal because I've had it the longest out of all of them... I write in my other one more. So if anyone wants to be added to it it is canyouxhearme... ::shrugs:: but I'm going to write how I feel and not hide it so if someone gets offended by ( Read more... )

Yeah... so I've been watching the Olympics and it does two things to me. Makes me incredibly sad and makes me want physical activity. So I tried the physical activity... but being home alone at my dads kind of makes that hard. The house is really cluttered and I don't like going anywhere around here alone. So I tried doing gymnastics in the ( Read more... )

Yeah... So I was talking to my step mom about Justin and I going to PA... She said that her and my dad have like a 26 year old friend that lives close to Pittsburgh and that she could ask him about us staying there. I really don't want to drive to and from there in one day. 6 hours there and 6 hours back is way too much driving for me but I guess I ( Read more... )

Yeah... So I was talking to my step mom about Justin and I going to PA... She said that her and my dad have like a 26 year old friend that lives close to Pittsburgh and that she could ask him about us staying there. I really don't want to drive to and from there in one day. 6 hours there and 6 hours back is way too much driving for me but I guess I ( Read more... )

Yeah... So I was talking to my step mom about Justin and I going to PA... She said that her and my dad have like a 26 year old friend that lives close to Pittsburgh and that she could ask him about us staying there. I really don't want to drive to and from there in one day. 6 hours there and 6 hours back is way too much driving for me but I guess I ( Read more... )

Yeah... So I was talking to my step mom about Justin and I going to PA... She said that her and my dad have like a 26 year old friend that lives close to Pittsburgh and that she could ask him about us staying there. I really don't want to drive to and from there in one day. 6 hours there and 6 hours back is way too much driving for me but I guess I ( Read more... )

Yeah... So I was talking to my step mom about Justin and I going to PA... She said that her and my dad have like a 26 year old friend that lives close to Pittsburgh and that she could ask him about us staying there. I really don't want to drive to and from there in one day. 6 hours there and 6 hours back is way too much driving for me but I guess I ( Read more... )

So I'm going to a Hanson concert and Justin is probably going with me. :) I feel a little better now even if I have to drive all the way to Pennsylvania for the show. Its a little further than what I wanted but whatever. Now all I need to worry about is gas money. Maybe that is what I should say when people ask me what I want for my birthday ( Read more... )

Yeah... I haven't really been home the past couple days. Actually most of the week... Monday(I think) night I was upset about something. I'm not sure exactly what it is but i got really weird. I called Justin because I just needed to talk to someone and I guess he could tell I was upset so I went over to get him and we stayed the night at my ( Read more... )

Yeah. Update. Sorry about that last post. I get randomly freaked out. I need to thank Donkey because she made me feel a lot better. She thinks it doesn't work and that she just sounds stupid but it really helps. I think she knows and understands me more than anyone probably could. So yeah... thanks because it really helped me from doing ( Read more... )