"And We All Come Tumbling Down..."
Yeah... so I've been watching the Olympics and it does two things to me. Makes me incredibly sad and makes me want physical activity. So I tried the physical activity... but being home alone at my dads kind of makes that hard. The house is really cluttered and I don't like going anywhere around here alone. So I tried doing gymnastics in the front yard... but I felt... weird. I tried it in the garage but there is only so much you can do in a cluttered, dirty garage. Then I spotted my dads bike. It was the only one not covered in bugs and webs. So I tried that. The tires didn't have much air in them and I couldn't reach the ground but I was like 'what the hell...' and went anyway. I get down the street and what happens? I get chased by 3 big dogs lol... and people wonder why I don't do anything around here. Yeah... I gave up and wanted to do something really bad.
I finally gave in and decided to use the gas money i'd been saving for PA to go see Justin because I was desperate to get out of the house. So I went over and we went to see 'The Village' It was kind of strange. I definately didn't expect what happened. Odd movie. Then we went to my moms to spend the night. I wanted to watch gymnastics on the Olympics. Justin watched for a little while but he had to get up early so he went to bed before me. I was trying to not let it upset me but everytime I get to thinking... Blah. I went to bed but had to get up and sit in the bathroom for awhile because I couldn't be quiet. I don't know why Justin put up with me. Should have just ignored it. I get really upset over stupid things. I was really glad he was with me though. I love him so much. I felt bad for keeping him awake... I wish I wasn't so stupid over things like that.
So this morning my mom was supposed to wake us up because he had to be at work at 6:30 am... and she didn't. So he was an hour late on his first day. I felt bad for that too. I should have stayed up. But I took him to work and went back to my moms to sleep. Got up around noon and my mom asked me to eat lunch with so I did. She took me to a bar and insisted I was turning 22 this month. I'm not even 19 yet. I think the lady knew she was lying but I didn't order alcohol so she kept quiet. I think its pretty bad that my mom lies for me just so she can go to a bar. I had to drive us back. But we got back and I was doing flips in the yard so my mom insisted on trying cartwheels and it was hilarious. She ended up making me hold her up in a handstand... it was just so pitiful but so funny. I eventually left and she gave me lots of money for gas to get to the concert... so I'm happy.
I picked Justin up from work and he looked horrible. I could tell he didn't feel very good. I felt bad for him... His new job didn't sounds any fun. I wish I could've helped. We went out to eat and then I took him home. I feel bad because i was making him feel bad for leaving. I didn't want to make him feel bad but I've just been missing him and I didn't want him to go. I really wish I could see him more. Bleh... yeah so that is what I've been doing. I and getting cabin fever from staying here alone so much. It really sucks. Oh well... hopefully I'll get out of here one day. All I do is get online and watch the Olympics... I wish I could go out and do something. Someone should play volleyball with me or something! I'm soooo bored... Blah!
I finally gave in and decided to use the gas money i'd been saving for PA to go see Justin because I was desperate to get out of the house. So I went over and we went to see 'The Village' It was kind of strange. I definately didn't expect what happened. Odd movie. Then we went to my moms to spend the night. I wanted to watch gymnastics on the Olympics. Justin watched for a little while but he had to get up early so he went to bed before me. I was trying to not let it upset me but everytime I get to thinking... Blah. I went to bed but had to get up and sit in the bathroom for awhile because I couldn't be quiet. I don't know why Justin put up with me. Should have just ignored it. I get really upset over stupid things. I was really glad he was with me though. I love him so much. I felt bad for keeping him awake... I wish I wasn't so stupid over things like that.
So this morning my mom was supposed to wake us up because he had to be at work at 6:30 am... and she didn't. So he was an hour late on his first day. I felt bad for that too. I should have stayed up. But I took him to work and went back to my moms to sleep. Got up around noon and my mom asked me to eat lunch with so I did. She took me to a bar and insisted I was turning 22 this month. I'm not even 19 yet. I think the lady knew she was lying but I didn't order alcohol so she kept quiet. I think its pretty bad that my mom lies for me just so she can go to a bar. I had to drive us back. But we got back and I was doing flips in the yard so my mom insisted on trying cartwheels and it was hilarious. She ended up making me hold her up in a handstand... it was just so pitiful but so funny. I eventually left and she gave me lots of money for gas to get to the concert... so I'm happy.
I picked Justin up from work and he looked horrible. I could tell he didn't feel very good. I felt bad for him... His new job didn't sounds any fun. I wish I could've helped. We went out to eat and then I took him home. I feel bad because i was making him feel bad for leaving. I didn't want to make him feel bad but I've just been missing him and I didn't want him to go. I really wish I could see him more. Bleh... yeah so that is what I've been doing. I and getting cabin fever from staying here alone so much. It really sucks. Oh well... hopefully I'll get out of here one day. All I do is get online and watch the Olympics... I wish I could go out and do something. Someone should play volleyball with me or something! I'm soooo bored... Blah!