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getting a grip
I'm trying really hard to shake it all off, ALL of it, but it's definitely not working. It's like the world around me is collapsing and I'm trying to brush off the heavy debris like gnats, but I'm taking the damage internally and it's accumulating rapidly. I feel my whole body sucked down the tunnel after my vision constantly and I'm finding it ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't been on this site in forever. Of course I'm hesitant to pick up where I left off, whining and complaining over stupid stupid things. I can try to consciously avoid any repetition, but despite any changes that have occurred in the past 129 weeks it seems I still wallow in cynicism for the most part. College is ridiculous. People don't ( Read more... ) -
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Is it a curse or a blessing? We as adolescents have the innate ability to treat everything with an absurdly small amount of care. We can turn the most tragic of situations into snide one-liners. Does this prepare us to deal with the horrific reality of adult life or does this desensitize us and make us critical to a tragic degree? We go through ( Read more... ) -
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This might be one of the few times I make an entry without good reason. I have plenty of topics to rant about but even I know how tiring and irritating it is to read things like that (assuming people take the time to read other entries). My flowery language and knack for wording serve no purpose without an anger inspiring topic. I'll change ( Read more... ) -
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not much has changed except I've continued to bury myself alive in stupid shit, but for once I haven't let it get to me. I realize there are people I don't like constantly in my presence but my mindset has been switched to a default, a "oh well, fuck em" attitude has affirmed it's position in the forefront of my mind. It's nice to not have to care ( Read more... )