I know, I know. All I ever talk about is church, and how much I love it. Church is me, though. It's part of me. It's my life. I'm writing this for myself, but also to give back to that stone building I love so much ( Read more... )

Today, could not get any worse. No, it probably could. Where has my life gone? In the past 2 weeks, I have been on the brink of losing 3 close friends. I guess my "relationship" went to hell too. All of my best friends aren't speaking to me. I just failed my math b exam. I'm on the verge of crying and I have a migraine. No one wants to talk to me. ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been so ridiculously stressed out. It's not even funny. End of Junior year is approaching, and what did I do? I fucked it up. The most important year and I messed up. I hated my Bio class all year, but I still could have put in so much more effort. I mean, freshmen beating me on EVERY test? And even their grade averages? By like, 20 ( Read more... )

Last night I was so fucked up ( Read more... )

Don't you see what you do to me? How you make me feel? Talking to other girls from buffalo, the ones I don't like? I mean, the least you could do was warn me. Tell me you didn't wanna talk to me anymore, you stopped having feelings for me, I don't make you happy anymore. Ignoring me, avoiding me, what does that do? Nothing. Are you trying to make ( Read more... )

Really fit but my gosh don't you know it ( Read more... )

And everyday I think of you. Being with you, kissing you, holding you ( Read more... )

and i'm ridiculously bored.
i wish you were here.
i like you so much and i want to see you.
i'm jealous that you're at a show right now
and all the pretty scene girls get to see you.
i want it to be spring break already. i don't
want to wait 3 more weeks. ughh. you're only
4 1/2 hours away. come here. :[

I need to get everything off my chest.
And 5 minutes is not going to let me do that.
This entry was basically pointless, but I'll edit it later.

I want him to be here.
I want to spend my time with him.
I love everything about him, I can't
get enough of him. Why does he
have to be 6 hours away? Why?
Finally someone perfect for me.
Fuck.
(edit 3/7)
Ugh. This ( Read more... )

some change ( Read more... )