May 22, 2008 22:21
Don't you see what you do to me? How you make me feel? Talking to other girls from buffalo, the ones I don't like? I mean, the least you could do was warn me. Tell me you didn't wanna talk to me anymore, you stopped having feelings for me, I don't make you happy anymore. Ignoring me, avoiding me, what does that do? Nothing. Are you trying to make me feel like shit because of your own insecurities? I could say so much to you, but I choose not to. I choose to keep all my feelings inside and just deal with it. Deal with the pain you cause me because of your own problems. You meant alot to me, you still do. I love you, I hate you. Our relationship is as bipolar as yourself.
I don't know if I really do like you, or just the thought of you. Just the attention from you. I'm not used to this, having a relationship with someone whose actually mostly happy. I feel uncomfortable around you. You're much smaller, much more attractive than I. I don't know. I want to be with you, but I'm not ready for a relationship, it's summer. I want to be able to kiss people and not worry. I just don't want to hurt you either. I can't make up my mind.
I want to rip that fuckin septum ring from your nose and shove it up your ass. You're a freshman. Stop having sex with Buffalo. And stop talking to him. I hate you.