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And everyday I think of you. Being with you, kissing you, holding you.
And everyday I wish more and more than I was with you. I was there.
I want you happy, I want me happy. I want, I want, I want. It's not that
anymore. I need you. You're everything. Why do you put me through
this? I wish you wouldn't. I don't want to hurt. But you don't know how
I feel. You don't know how much it hurts, when you blow me off. When
you get into a bad mood, when you're sick and tired of the world. I am
the world. I want to be your world. Am I even one of the population?
Am I even in your mind, your head, your heart, your soul? I didn't think
so. I didn't think you'd even care, I don't really know if you do. Can
you think of me? Can you allow me to get inside your head? Can you
show me what you want, what you need, what your feelings are. Who
are you? Are you just some boy? Are you anything special? Can you
tell me, show me, give me a clue? I'm a detective at a dead end. I
want you. I want to love you. I want you to stay in my head, my heart,
my soul forever.