so i think i have come to the conclusion that everybody has a musical letter. by this, i dont mean a musical note designated by the letter it is represented. i mean a letter that generalizes the music that they are listening to, or perhaps is destined to be their favorite music. it was today, or yesterday maybe, when i realized this. and i wondered ( Read more... )

yesterday i was walking through the christmas-enchanted south hill mall and i thought to myself, and out loud something that i have been wondering for quite a long time. and that is this ( Read more... )

here i stare in front of a computer screen. and i realize- i do this way too much. if there were a computerholics anonymous, i would be there. hi, my name is james, and i am addicted. they would all greet me in their monotonousletmekillmyself way that they do at said meetings. i think the most pathetic part about it is that im addicted to the ( Read more... )

last night i realized something. and it kinda humbled me...which might not be the right word to use, but its all ive got right now. for the longest time ive just been sort of so bored with my life that i care about others' too much. i dont pry, but i always love to hear about peoples' secrets and problems. this might not be new to me, but it hit me ( Read more... )

"Everything Is Illuminated By the Light Of the Past ( Read more... )

A - Age of your first kiss: 18 ( Read more... )

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i find that im being more and more sidetracked everytime i get on the computer. but it never seems to be with anything worthwhile...like ill get sidetracked looking at lj when i originally needed to check my balance so i could buy something i need or something like that. sometimes i even get sidetracked just singing to songs like right now. i think ( Read more... )

it just occured to me a few minutes ago, that i am almost 20. i dont know if that seems weird to anybody else. it seems like i should feel old. but i still feel young. ahead of me is years of work. probably another 40 years of work. i cant even fathom how much that actually is. i havent even lived a full 20 years, and im going to be working for ( Read more... )

1-i have a cracked lip. chap stick isnt working. and i know its not because im dehydrated like usual. im drinking water like a fucking camel ( Read more... )