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five days and im home for the summer. i cant wait. im gonna miss you though. this sucks how it took up until the last week of school to figure all our shit out. and now they we finally have, we have to leave each other. im gonna miss you, a lot. at least i can come and stay with you whenever i want, i know you wont care, besideds, who else buys you ( Read more... )

some days i want to kill you. 
some days i want you to beat me up and then have your way with me.
some days i hate her for what she did to you....

the others i think youre becoming more and more like her.
what am i supposed to do now?

Happy 4:20 Everyone!

sometimes there are these random moments in our life when something completely unexpected hits us in the face like a bag of bricks. its not in the least bit a bad thing, but you just dont expect it.  completely blind sides you and then knocks you off your feet...maybe for the better? who knows. either way tonight was wonderful. i played with douche ( Read more... )

so its st. patty's day. ive been up for about an hour, its 4, and im already drunk! i love the irish.

spring break, it starts today. im pumped. i need to get out of school, thank god.

people should not take the health for granted. im sick of people pegging me as the sick kid when they have no idea how hard it is to be sick, all the fucking time. as i go to the hopsital, for a fourth fucking time in a month i want to kill evereyone around me for being healthier than i am, and thats not a good thing. honestly though, im sick and ( Read more... )

Derek comes to see me today!!! im so excited. i havent seen him in 3 weeks and he gets to spend the entire weekend with me. how excited am i? you can only guess. its going to be a wonderful weekend.

so, about an hour ago i got out of surgery, and im all bucked up on morphine. in the long run, i feel like shit. i have more stitches then i could begin to count on not only my fingers and toes but all of my friends as well. my body looks like a land mine field and ive puked more times than my mother has had lipo-suction. i hate fucking hospitals. ( Read more... )