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ughh...
really the only way to describe how i feel right now.
got a job today, and for some reason, im not the least bit excited about it.
were not together any more, and for some reason, im not the least bit bothered by it.
oddly enough, the only thing in my life right now that causes me any emotion is you. the only time i feel happy, or angry, or like i could laugh is when im with you. it could be because of the the sneaking, yeah that could be part of it. but i dont think thats it. too bad that you're taken...sort of. i just want her to dissapear, than things would really work out for us. but, i guess i can only ask for so much, eh? i want us to be two normal people who dont have to lie and sneak and cheat, but whatever. it makes me feel something so ill hold on to it for as long as i can.
about you, however, you're the worst thing that ever happened to me. you ruined me both inside and out. you made me hate myself on a regular basis and even though were not together any more, i still cant get over it. i just wanna feel strong, confident, and sexy again. you left me in a place that no person should ever leave someone. its the coldest thing you could do, and you did it, but whatever, its over and done with, lets just leave it at that.
uahgoiwuerfonamdl;iguweoirj! im so frustrated with my life.
really the only way to describe how i feel right now.
got a job today, and for some reason, im not the least bit excited about it.
were not together any more, and for some reason, im not the least bit bothered by it.
oddly enough, the only thing in my life right now that causes me any emotion is you. the only time i feel happy, or angry, or like i could laugh is when im with you. it could be because of the the sneaking, yeah that could be part of it. but i dont think thats it. too bad that you're taken...sort of. i just want her to dissapear, than things would really work out for us. but, i guess i can only ask for so much, eh? i want us to be two normal people who dont have to lie and sneak and cheat, but whatever. it makes me feel something so ill hold on to it for as long as i can.
about you, however, you're the worst thing that ever happened to me. you ruined me both inside and out. you made me hate myself on a regular basis and even though were not together any more, i still cant get over it. i just wanna feel strong, confident, and sexy again. you left me in a place that no person should ever leave someone. its the coldest thing you could do, and you did it, but whatever, its over and done with, lets just leave it at that.
uahgoiwuerfonamdl;iguweoirj! im so frustrated with my life.