holy shit holy shit, holy shit. i can not wait for satruday. i love reliving the past, hopefully it turns out better than it's original end. thats exactly it, actually, i feel like im creating an alternate ending, how quaint.

"shit runs down hill"

what am i doing?

so straight up, vacation sucked. it involved police, fighting, and all out chaos. anyways, school is much better, however, school is where my friends are, and thats a beautiful thing ( Read more... )

last night was wonderful. i may have lost 1600 brain cells, but in all honesty i think it was worth it. and i want to spill my guts completely but i cant! because i have a secret! oh, how bittersweet.

what the fuck? ahhh. things like this arent supposed to happen. but i dont want to do it anymore, i just cant deal. its too much, too heavey. i want to sleep for 40 days and 40 nights. i think i'd like that. sleep sleep sleep.

So, today, this wonderful mother fucking tuesday, im switching roomates!!!!!! Traci Costa and i are going to live together! this is going to be absloutly insane. I cant freakin wait, and even though im so tired and can barely keep my head up, it's going to be fun. its going to be a fucking blast actually. hahah and once we get the vap., wow, haha ( Read more... )

how is it than in a little over four hours everything i can have turns to shit? on halloween none the less. your favorite fucking holiday and i mess everything up for you. i never meant for it to turn out like that.

i pray that this really happens. ive wanted it for a while now. all thats left is saving the money, and actually moving our asses in there together. it really would be amazing to wake up next to justin every morning. not to mention it would make our lives ten times easier hahaha. buisness would be booming, boston would be right out OUR front door. ( Read more... )

i spend all fucking day cleaning my room, getting all dolled up, and you dont even show up. especially after i spend a ton of time writing to you. and what am i doing? im sitting on my ass. thanks, thanks a shit ton, i appreciate it. pshshshs to you to!

biggest relief of my life, and you know exactly what i mean. thank you for being the bigger person. sorry for the whole thing.