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Bleh
So in case you hadn't worked it out yet, this is my place to rant and rave and spew all my feelings onto a page that no-one will see. Because lets be honest no-one reads these. Probably best. Doesn't paint a very nice picture ( Read more... ) -
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Man, I'm having a hard time finding this balance between happy and realistic ( Read more... ) -
It's weird.
I've come to this realisation that I'm just not necessarily that happy ( Read more... ) -
BAD HEADSPACE
Very bad ( Read more... ) -
Update
We're not over. I am neutral. Well, i'm happy, and I hope that it just works, and i'm trying really hard to come up with a collection of things in my head that we can do so I can just go LETS DO THIS ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm calling it quits. I've let this go on way too long. I just wanted to be able to care, and feel, and love. And I thought maybe it'll happen soon, just a bit more time, just one more week. But over 3 and a half years later, if anything, it's gotten worse. I wanted him so bad and when he finally asked if we could give it a proper shot it was ( Read more... ) -
This went on longer than I expected.
So I told my boyfriend that I don't care about him today. And he took it far too well. I mean he got pissed, started throwing names and swear words at me, which is still pretty weak compared to what I was expecting ( Read more... ) -
Regret
Everyone has regrets in their life. No-one is perfect. I regret a lot. Some of it I truly wish I could change, others I've learned to let go ( Read more... ) -
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I know people say this all the time, but seriously new start now. Not in a move-house-cut-all-ties-new-start, but a get-off-my-ass-on-my-days-off-and-do-something-with-myself-new-start. I'm going to make the most of my time and energy, and not fall back into my habits of wearing my pyjamas all day, playing Sims, listening to music and only eating ( Read more... ) -
MY BIRTHDAY
WAS ON SUNDAY AND IT WAS AWESOME ( Read more... )