Update
We're not over. I am neutral. Well, i'm happy, and I hope that it just works, and i'm trying really hard to come up with a collection of things in my head that we can do so I can just go LETS DO THIS!
But it'll be one of those things that won't show that it's working for a while. Which i think is good, because it means it requires hard work rather than me trying to do good and then him just doing everything.
Man, i wish people would stop being so good to me sometimes! Like I try to do nice things, and then other people come along and out-nice me. Like when I'm about to cross the road and I wave for the car that's turning to go first and then they signal for me to go and then i'm like no you can go first but they still insist on me walking across first and so I just do because people are too nice and won't just accept my being nice so I come across as a bit of a selfish person. Which I kind of am, but not really as much as it seems.
But it'll be one of those things that won't show that it's working for a while. Which i think is good, because it means it requires hard work rather than me trying to do good and then him just doing everything.
Man, i wish people would stop being so good to me sometimes! Like I try to do nice things, and then other people come along and out-nice me. Like when I'm about to cross the road and I wave for the car that's turning to go first and then they signal for me to go and then i'm like no you can go first but they still insist on me walking across first and so I just do because people are too nice and won't just accept my being nice so I come across as a bit of a selfish person. Which I kind of am, but not really as much as it seems.