Well I am feeling more like an adult...more so than when I turned 18. I am 19 now. Next year, I will not be a "teenager/adult" anymore, I will just be an adult. Hopefully my days of being immature are over ( Read more... )

Okay, another poem. Short. Maybe a work in progress ( Read more... )

Okay. My friend E, that I mentioned in last entry is talking to me again. He just messed up his phone somehow, so he emailed me back.

I'm feeling better overall. No suicidal thoughts/feelings today!! Hopefully this will last.

This was shorter than I thought it would be.

Started writing, this is what came of it ( Read more... )

I wrote this awhile back. It was how I was feeling right then. I was feeling unwanted and alone, basically ( Read more... )

Poetry Information that I wrote back then. (This is about how much I have changed in just a few days. It is about other people AND me, really ( Read more... )

I have been reading though some of my old poetry. I used to be so strong. I used to have such a good fighting spirit. What happened to that? How did I become so...incapable? What happened to me? Did I finally give into the emotions that have been tormenting me my whole life? These questions that I ask myself add to my confusion, yet open my eyes up ( Read more... )

Poetry Information that I wrote back then. (This is how I usually feel ( Read more... )

This is about not knowing what to say. It is a pretty short poem. It is WAY shorter than poems I usually write ( Read more... )

I have changed a lot since then ( Read more... )