Poem-I Am Mine
I wrote this awhile back. It was how I was feeling right then. I was feeling unwanted and alone, basically.
Created by Ashley on Saturday, March 21, 2009
Feel like bleeding, so open me up
Put me on display, I am the freak show
The little mindless object
So control me, make me how you need me
Am I good enough for you now
I feel like crying today, so push me away
That is what you are good at anyway
Not important to you, don't matter
I don't care anymore, I just need me
Not yours, not anyone's
It is a lonely path, but one I must take
Feel like dying today
So push me off that cliff
Hear the thud as I hit the lake below
Drowning, laugh like you always do
You love seeing me break apart
So keep pushing me
Watch me shatter
I am made of glass and I will break
Only held together with glue, doesn't last
Let me go, I am nothing
They are better than me
Let them be yours
I will just be mine
And I will be alone until the end of time
So keep playing your games
You can't kill what is already dead
Created by Ashley on Saturday, March 21, 2009
Feel like bleeding, so open me up
Put me on display, I am the freak show
The little mindless object
So control me, make me how you need me
Am I good enough for you now
I feel like crying today, so push me away
That is what you are good at anyway
Not important to you, don't matter
I don't care anymore, I just need me
Not yours, not anyone's
It is a lonely path, but one I must take
Feel like dying today
So push me off that cliff
Hear the thud as I hit the lake below
Drowning, laugh like you always do
You love seeing me break apart
So keep pushing me
Watch me shatter
I am made of glass and I will break
Only held together with glue, doesn't last
Let me go, I am nothing
They are better than me
Let them be yours
I will just be mine
And I will be alone until the end of time
So keep playing your games
You can't kill what is already dead