K. I got to see my friend last night and it went pretty well. It helped me with my lonliness. He is the only one that really hangs out with me anymore. Maybe he can help me with my issues, like I try to help him with his.

That was just a short update.

I am so excited about massage therapy!! :)

Whatever. I am so close to just leaving the questionclub, but I love the questionclub ( Read more... )

I'm bored and realizing that I am just getting further away from pratically every friend I have at the moment. It saddens me greatly that I am no longer needed in their lives...or that their job is more important than me or whatever ( Read more... )

Yeah, I screw everything up. There is no point in me...I...okay whatever...ATTENTION people: Start treating me like s**t. That is all I deserve, if I deserve anything at all. But yall already treat me badly anyway...just don't ignore me...please....

Okay, whatever.....

Apparently I am turning into an outcast. I used to be well known in school....Whatever. It is weird getting used to this change.

How did the whole world turn against me?

Screw people for ignoring me!!

That is all for now.

I feel like such a loser ( Read more... )

PEOPLE NEED TO QUIT IGNORING ME ( Read more... )

About how things change ( Read more... )

Hopefully yall can get some meaning out of this ( Read more... )

Poetry Information that I wrote back then: How I feel about myself and the world right now ( Read more... )