Jun 24, 2010 20:19
PEOPLE NEED TO QUIT IGNORING ME!!!!
Dear E,
I thought we were friends. I thought you loved me. Why are you avoiding me? Why are you distancing yourself from me? If you don't want to talk to me anymore, then tell me. I don't have many friends anyway. People hardly ever talk to me, but with you and a few others it was different....Now you are just purposely hurting me. Now I understand why one of my friends hates everyone....cuz people are so cruel. They KNOW you are lonely, then they make it worse. Or they KNOW you love them, then they treat you like shit. Warning to every kid: TRUST NOBODY!! GET CLOSE TO NOBODY!! You are only going to get hurt in the end. Nobody really loves me, or they would treat me differently. I'm so close to doing something drastic.....
Screw the world!! I have been pushed way too far. I have been way too forgiving and understanding. Yeah my mind is really screwed up right now. I am not stable AT ALL!
angry,
lonely,
lashingout,
hatred,
lies,
life,
ignored,
warning