Well it has been a while since my last post so let me see if I can break all this down in to the proper "chunks ( Read more... )

...I am I not sure if I have the energy or strenght to get up.  I fell off the wagon bad last night and I have no idea how to fix anything and I am scared to be honest.  I wish i could explain more but I am scared to post it even private for fear of judgments ( Read more... )

Yet another crazy busy weekend, I feel like Friday was so long ago, maybe because it was my craziest day for me.

Friday: I drove to the office to get Kelli then we went to the warehouse where I basically pack up everything and got it all set to be loaded on to the truck today.  We then came back to the office and had a meeting over lunch to ( Read more... )

Hey bloggers, blogettes and bloginites.  Just me again,  I am bordering between the same and better,  nothing like a musical to raise your spirits and nothing like coming home to remind you of everything still being a mess both literally and figuratively.  I am still hacking away and my throat is hurting because of said hacking.  It was fun to see ( Read more... )

So yesterday was both good and bad; it was good because I was got a decent amount done at work and I had fun: I got some new makeup at the MAC store and I learned some new tricks to putting it on.  It was fun to splurge on myself since I have been feeling a little ugly lately.  The girl at the store was cute and it is funny since I was like “I want ( Read more... )

I am crying right now….I almost hyperventilating I am crying so hard and I can’t stop not matter ho much I try…One sentence started me off on this.  What sentence? “I just thought you would stop when you were done with group”.  My mom’s comment to me when I told her Dr. Alison was coming back I would be seeing her again….I know it is because of the ( Read more... )