okay so here's the LONG story...kinda short! haha and hopefully this time it sends ( Read more... )

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so cory and i made it to a year on may 7, 2008. it was a very rocky year and i'm still dealing with things that happened during that time, but i'm happy to be with him. there are still some problems and they are not little ones, but hopefully now that they are the only things we fight about hopefully they will be resloved. on the weekend of my ( Read more... )

okay so yesterday (sunday) one of my dad's orchestras went to disneyland so dad got an extra ticket for cory to go (duh) and like we'd talked about the fact that he was going to sleep at my house saturday night so that we didn't have to wake up EVEN EARLIER to leave on time (6:45 am) but like after we hadn't talked about it for like a few weeks so ( Read more... )

tonight was a horrible anniversary. it just sucked. cory made me so mad tonight. all i wanted was for him to LOOK at the jackets that i found to see if any of them would work for his riding jacket and he wouldn't listen to me and he jsut kept asking me the same questions over and over and i just got mad and frustrated. i'm so tired of his ( Read more... )

i need to know that i'm not making a mistake and that someday everything will stay good and that i'm not just being hurt over and over for his enjoyment. i can't be this miserable all the time and feel like im always wrong. its like he wants me without any of the questions or consequences and i can't do that. i don't deserve to be crying because ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of this. why does he have to go to the club in the first place. i KNOW he was talking to jessica when he told me he wasn't and i KNOW he told her I LOVE YOU when he swore to me he didn't and i KNOW he was talking to erika and i KNOW he text megan to "hook him up with one of her friends" and i KNOW he called haylee beautiful. yeah i ( Read more... )

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so since me and cory have been together i've known from the beining that there was a Jessica issue they were together for 2 years but she like mind fucks him and treats him like crap and is just not mature or anything...like she's a nice enough person but she's HORRIBLE to him so like they broke up and like i knew that there was a jessica issue ( Read more... )

so today (may19) was my 20th birthday and it wasn't exactly what i expected it would be but it's okay...well not really but i'll survive...i'll explain more later i'm too tired now ( Read more... )