I wonder If I should be worried about my absolut lack of intrest in anything...anything at all ( Read more... )

Do you remember us I wonder ( Read more... )

 This physical world is too much sometimes. What I wouldn't give to just exist as energy feelings real interaction.
The real world hinders these things so much.
comercials begin to equate with evil if evil was real
this twisted metal hot box i live in seems unfit for human habitation and yet here we are
when did we begin to value these plastic toys ( Read more... )

 god I hate money so much....I mean really is is so much to ask to be able to live in a place with out disease infected rodents and bugs and to be free of water dammaged walls of mold? come on these are basic things that everyone wants nothing extravigant. And yet in order to have that one must pay rediculus prices. Why cant everyone just watch out ( Read more... )

Honestly I think I'm just really board of life right now. 
I need something amazing or at least exciting.
But I don't know how to get what I want. 

sunflowers and daisies ( Read more... )

you really never truly know someone untill you live with them stress stress drama drams and I think now I truly realize how truly diffrent I am from most people. An interesting thing to consider howerver then one is left feeling confused most of the time. I never really know what it is that sets people off and in ways that most people would ( Read more... )

 sleep is an interesting thing ( Read more... )

Just start writting I think, don't pause don't think
just type
It doesn't work like that though does it?
What is it that makes people able to come up with entire
other worlds when I can't even think of what to do with the
real one. there were vampires and faries I try to start with,
and yet once the preliminary is done...character names and
attributes, ( Read more... )

But when I sit down to start wtiting I have nothing to say. 
Unless it is a response to something. But I don't want to respond. 
Don't want others to be the reason for this inspiration.
What Id do to run screaming down the streets of some big city
No cares no worry no thought just be
live as life was ment to be lived
but now this is begining to sound ( Read more... )