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you really never truly know someone untill you live with them stress stress drama drams and I think now I truly realize how truly diffrent I am from most people. An interesting thing to consider howerver then one is left feeling confused most of the time. I never really know what it is that sets people off and in ways that most people would consider normal but I do not. People need to relax its good for the body mind and soul.
Additionaly I never knew just how much my own focus and intent could change the things around me. Thinking about things endlessly and wishing they would change aparently does not work all that well...but If you can focus all you want into one focused creation, one for example being writing, it can change everything. Mabey not the way that you wanted but things will change. I guess its because when I last wrote and rigtht now I have put myself into the most luced of states and let go of everything bothering me at one time. Maybe...maybe not. Bottleing things up is so bad for you I don't get why people wont talk. we are not mind readers yet. And if you love someone then accept them the way the are and know they will probly never change. If they do then yay but don't expect it. If the way they are is not acceptable then why do you think you love them? Plus don't drag other people into the mix. please don't yell, scream, and slam doors. Other people don't want to be affected by your bad mood. I really don't get the slamming doors thing...especialy in and aprtment complex...it's just rude to everyone and affects them as well as the person you are actually mad at. Mabey this is why I sleep so much...I don't ever want to be like that and I just want to be as calm and serene as possible...yet everyone says it is a bad thing...still as long as it keeps me from being like that.
Additionaly I never knew just how much my own focus and intent could change the things around me. Thinking about things endlessly and wishing they would change aparently does not work all that well...but If you can focus all you want into one focused creation, one for example being writing, it can change everything. Mabey not the way that you wanted but things will change. I guess its because when I last wrote and rigtht now I have put myself into the most luced of states and let go of everything bothering me at one time. Maybe...maybe not. Bottleing things up is so bad for you I don't get why people wont talk. we are not mind readers yet. And if you love someone then accept them the way the are and know they will probly never change. If they do then yay but don't expect it. If the way they are is not acceptable then why do you think you love them? Plus don't drag other people into the mix. please don't yell, scream, and slam doors. Other people don't want to be affected by your bad mood. I really don't get the slamming doors thing...especialy in and aprtment complex...it's just rude to everyone and affects them as well as the person you are actually mad at. Mabey this is why I sleep so much...I don't ever want to be like that and I just want to be as calm and serene as possible...yet everyone says it is a bad thing...still as long as it keeps me from being like that.