shooting star
I wonder If I should be worried about my absolut lack of intrest in anything...anything at all.
I care for nothing....nothing excites me, nothing interests me. And I wonder if there is nothing new to discover or if it is simply my apathetic mood that is causing this reaction. Yet I have nothing to gauge this against. All my life the people around me have been content and happy with the simple things, found joy in things that to me seem stupid and a waste of time, so I don't know if this is me or the truth of the matter. And I know this sounds like the ramblings of a depressed person but, no...just uninterest. I could liive or die it would not matter much to me yet I feel no need to destruct myself. Nor do I think that would be helpfull. So what do I do about this. I just want to be excited again, have something worthwhile so I can keep going. I can't seem to find a purpose.
I care for nothing....nothing excites me, nothing interests me. And I wonder if there is nothing new to discover or if it is simply my apathetic mood that is causing this reaction. Yet I have nothing to gauge this against. All my life the people around me have been content and happy with the simple things, found joy in things that to me seem stupid and a waste of time, so I don't know if this is me or the truth of the matter. And I know this sounds like the ramblings of a depressed person but, no...just uninterest. I could liive or die it would not matter much to me yet I feel no need to destruct myself. Nor do I think that would be helpfull. So what do I do about this. I just want to be excited again, have something worthwhile so I can keep going. I can't seem to find a purpose.