I started remembering why I did dumb things to myself. Started to remember why I closed myself. But the question is more of why am I remembering all of this now? Why am I remembering these things? I want to stop my head from working. Maybe if I stop thinking, my head would stop hurting, I could concentrate on things without pushing everything out ( Read more... )

Lately, I lost my appetite, and even if I do eat, everything just comes back up. It's been for awhile, I haven't been feeling well, fever running on and off, bad cough, things are getting bad again. I look at the sky a lot more often these couple of days. A lot more than usual, I have so much to say, but I can't get my finger around it. I'm really ( Read more... )

Today I had a nice diarrhea day, I went to the bathroom for at least 6 times. I'm tired and weary now. I hate this diet I feel like slamming something across the room or something but I'm so tired. I basically used up all my energy. I'm gonna write another letter and hopefully the person reads it, as the letters to people don't have an order, it's ( Read more... )

So I wrote in my tumblr yesterday about 7 months. It's funny how I change around with these two sites. I guess livejournal is the place I go to write my longer rants. So lately, my sister has been sick, my mom has some weird pain thing going on. Today I was on call for them. Whenever they wanted something I had to get my butt ready and get to work ( Read more... )

So I'm sick again. I went out with my mom yesterday for today's wedding that no one in my family attended. Watch there be another family fight for it. So yea, we went out to buy clothes and stuff. It was really nice out, and then it ran cats and dogs on us. We didn't have umbrellas so we went home in the rain like that. I got home drenched and ( Read more... )

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I forgot about my birthday until recently. Last couple of days I've been really sick. Not sure what's wrong with me, but it's starting to get worst in a way. The last time it was like this was this past Christmas, and after getting so sick, I got horrible news about my boyfriend being sick. I'm scared... I'm not sure if it's just superstition... ( Read more... )