i've decided that i have gotten too negative lately, and its not fair that someone knows what i'm thinking, and i have no clue what they are thinking, so i'm not going to write in here for a while, if you really want to know how i'm doing then you can ask me.

So last weekend was one of the worst ever, friday night left me alone in my room wondering how many friends i actually have, and how many are just acquaintances. I was desperately looking for something to do to get my mind off of rachel and everything else that is going wrong right now, but couldn't find anything, so that night i literally cried ( Read more... )

So yeah to continue in my rough semester last night sucked too. I found out that what i thought was true. Rachel has a date this weekend, and while i'm really happy for her, the thought of someone else hanging out with her, holding her, and kissing her, is tearin me apart ( Read more... )

I HATE all things school, i have an acct test tomorrow, and i'm fucked. this test will probably decide whether or not i pass or fail for the year, and i don't know shit. I will probably fail for the year, which will bring down my GPA so much i will never be able to study abroad, but thats ok that is only something i will regret for the rest of my ( Read more... )

Got this from kelly, and i was bored ( Read more... )

So i had a great night last night, we threw a surprise party for a friend of mine, and i drank a lot of makers, and had a pretty good time. I walked back to bellarmine with jordan kelch who i haven't talked to in a while so that was great. Today i went back over there because people in their drunken state decided that the hammock that i put up ( Read more... )

So today wasn't the best either, I missed my first class of the day, which is no way to start out, i did some Homework instead for accounting which i am currently failing, but what do you know, the teacher didn't collect it. So that was a waste of time, i tried to study tonight for a test that i have tomorrow but i suck at studying ( Read more... )

So i talked to rachel for the first time yesterday, she said that she needed to talk about some things, i didn't want to nor did i think that it was a great idea at this time, but she really needed to get something off her chest so i called her. It was really hard and when we were done i'm not sure what we got accomplished. It made me feel worse ( Read more... )

So here is what has been going on in my life this semester ( Read more... )