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So here is what has been going on in my life this semester.
About two months ago my parents separated, they have been going to a marriage counselor for a long time now, and the counselor suggested it. Well i met with the counselor with my two brothers, and was not impressed at all. She wanted to set up another meeting with me and my middle brother, he is very quiet and doesn't talk to anyone. He was very uncomfortable and hated it. then when she asked us to come back i told her that i didn't think that it was a very good idea because i knew that my brother hated it. SHe said that he didn't, and that she still wanted to see him. So i think that she is really dumb and incompetent. My parents separating was really hard on me, and my brothers, especially my brother andrew, because like i said he doesn't talk to anyone, so it all just builds up inside of him.
When my parents broke up it really shook up my views on reality, because i always thought that my parents were the exception to the rule, and that relationships can last. Now it seems like they are all doomed to fail. I think that it is because of this i broke up with my girlfriend of 20 months last sunday. I saw too many similarities between our relationship, and that of my parents. It was not a good break up and i'm still feeling pretty shitty about about it.
To make matters worse a few days ago i was going through my room and i found some of the letters that rachel had written me, and i like an idiot read all of them. then on the way to walmart for some food i asked my roommate to pick a CD to play and he picks the Shrek 2 soundtrack, which has me and rachel's song accidentally in love by the counting crows. So that really helped things.
A friend of mine just died unexpectedly on monday, he was a lacrosse player called Tuggy or Tugs, his real name was Richard W. Passfield. He was one of those great guys that everyone loved, and he just dropped dead on the lacrosse field and it sent shockwaves through bellarmine and the rest of louisville. Tuggy was one of the greatest guys i have ever known, he always had a smile on his face, and he brought joy to so many people. The lacrosse team has gone to canada, where he is from, to see his mother, and for the funeral. We will all miss Tuggy a lot, but none of us will ever forget him.
My fraternity that i just made just left me hanging, i had planned a game of ultimate frisbee at waterfront park, and reminded them all at least once a week, then when it came time to go none of them said that they could make it. one of them said he couldn't go because he had to get drunk, so i was really pissed off at him. Its really upsetting when you work hard to get something going and no one shows up. Then that night the guy that wanted to get drunk started shit with one of the lacrosse players, this lacrosse player has more of my respect then any of the other ones. And my frat brother gave him shit at a terrible time to give him shit, because they are hit far worse by tuggy's death than the rest of us, so we are all really pissed off at this brother, and he needs to make amends as soon as the lacrosse players get back.
And thats about it, thats what is going on with my life lately, and thats why if you have seen me i might have come across as a little depressed, but things are getting better and looking up.
I am going to leave you with this quote. "Life is tough, but i'm much TOUGHER."
About two months ago my parents separated, they have been going to a marriage counselor for a long time now, and the counselor suggested it. Well i met with the counselor with my two brothers, and was not impressed at all. She wanted to set up another meeting with me and my middle brother, he is very quiet and doesn't talk to anyone. He was very uncomfortable and hated it. then when she asked us to come back i told her that i didn't think that it was a very good idea because i knew that my brother hated it. SHe said that he didn't, and that she still wanted to see him. So i think that she is really dumb and incompetent. My parents separating was really hard on me, and my brothers, especially my brother andrew, because like i said he doesn't talk to anyone, so it all just builds up inside of him.
When my parents broke up it really shook up my views on reality, because i always thought that my parents were the exception to the rule, and that relationships can last. Now it seems like they are all doomed to fail. I think that it is because of this i broke up with my girlfriend of 20 months last sunday. I saw too many similarities between our relationship, and that of my parents. It was not a good break up and i'm still feeling pretty shitty about about it.
To make matters worse a few days ago i was going through my room and i found some of the letters that rachel had written me, and i like an idiot read all of them. then on the way to walmart for some food i asked my roommate to pick a CD to play and he picks the Shrek 2 soundtrack, which has me and rachel's song accidentally in love by the counting crows. So that really helped things.
A friend of mine just died unexpectedly on monday, he was a lacrosse player called Tuggy or Tugs, his real name was Richard W. Passfield. He was one of those great guys that everyone loved, and he just dropped dead on the lacrosse field and it sent shockwaves through bellarmine and the rest of louisville. Tuggy was one of the greatest guys i have ever known, he always had a smile on his face, and he brought joy to so many people. The lacrosse team has gone to canada, where he is from, to see his mother, and for the funeral. We will all miss Tuggy a lot, but none of us will ever forget him.
My fraternity that i just made just left me hanging, i had planned a game of ultimate frisbee at waterfront park, and reminded them all at least once a week, then when it came time to go none of them said that they could make it. one of them said he couldn't go because he had to get drunk, so i was really pissed off at him. Its really upsetting when you work hard to get something going and no one shows up. Then that night the guy that wanted to get drunk started shit with one of the lacrosse players, this lacrosse player has more of my respect then any of the other ones. And my frat brother gave him shit at a terrible time to give him shit, because they are hit far worse by tuggy's death than the rest of us, so we are all really pissed off at this brother, and he needs to make amends as soon as the lacrosse players get back.
And thats about it, thats what is going on with my life lately, and thats why if you have seen me i might have come across as a little depressed, but things are getting better and looking up.
I am going to leave you with this quote. "Life is tough, but i'm much TOUGHER."