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So i talked to rachel for the first time yesterday, she said that she needed to talk about some things, i didn't want to nor did i think that it was a great idea at this time, but she really needed to get something off her chest so i called her. It was really hard and when we were done i'm not sure what we got accomplished. It made me feel worse instead of better. I told her to move on and not wait for me, and while i know that that is what she and i both need to do it still was very difficult for me to say.
I quit phonathon last night, because i just couldn't put up with any more of sarah's bullshit. I used to just shrug it off and move on, but with everything that is happening to me lately my tolerance for bullshit just isn't what it once was. I told her that it was because of grades, and while my grades are very shitty right now the real reason was because of her. I will never give any money to bellarmine so long as she works there. The same can be said of the current president McGowan who wasn't at a single one of Tuggy's things, he didn't go to canada, he wasn't at the vigil, and he wasn't at the memorial service. I'm sure that he is really good at talking to rich people about giving money to bellarmine, but he sucks with everyone else. So FUCK him. If he doesn't want to come in contact with any of the students then that is his own damn lack of priorities.
Everything just keeps snowballing on me, and i'm just trying to stay alive, i have double booked myself this weekend, and now will be rushing back and forth between the cincinatti area, here, home, and churchil downs with my grandparents.
Keep me in your prayers.
I quit phonathon last night, because i just couldn't put up with any more of sarah's bullshit. I used to just shrug it off and move on, but with everything that is happening to me lately my tolerance for bullshit just isn't what it once was. I told her that it was because of grades, and while my grades are very shitty right now the real reason was because of her. I will never give any money to bellarmine so long as she works there. The same can be said of the current president McGowan who wasn't at a single one of Tuggy's things, he didn't go to canada, he wasn't at the vigil, and he wasn't at the memorial service. I'm sure that he is really good at talking to rich people about giving money to bellarmine, but he sucks with everyone else. So FUCK him. If he doesn't want to come in contact with any of the students then that is his own damn lack of priorities.
Everything just keeps snowballing on me, and i'm just trying to stay alive, i have double booked myself this weekend, and now will be rushing back and forth between the cincinatti area, here, home, and churchil downs with my grandparents.
Keep me in your prayers.