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So i had a great night last night, we threw a surprise party for a friend of mine, and i drank a lot of makers, and had a pretty good time. I walked back to bellarmine with jordan kelch who i haven't talked to in a while so that was great. Today i went back over there because people in their drunken state decided that the hammock that i put up could hold four people when it was designed for one maybe two. It fell so i went over to get my car, ended up staying, fixing the hammock, watching who framed roger rabbit, and eating some lunch. all in all a much needed good day to get my mind off things.
but now thats gone and my mind is back to things, and i am wondering if things will ever get better for more than one night of drunken fun, right now it doesn't look like it more and more shit keeps coming my way and truth be told i'm just struggling to keep my head above water. My brother's birthday was today, and that wasn't too bad, but i left it to go to a play by bellarmine's flow. It wasn't bad, i had a few friends of mine in it. and they did really well. Rachel was there and i wasn't expecting that so it was really awkward i didn't talk to her and she didn't talk to me, but i'm sure that she knew that i was there. They expected me to be at Thomas Moore, in the cincinatti area, which is something that i have looked forward to for a while now. There is another chapter of Alpha Delta Gamma there, and we were going to go to their biggest party of the year. I offered to drive everyone down and all in all about five of us were planning to go and RSVP'd. But today everyone but me decided that they didn't want to go. And i wasn't going to drive there and back by myself, so i'm feeling really really bad right now about standing RHO chapter up. They are a great group of guys, and we just let them down. I called one of them and apologized, and he was still pissed. but he wasn't half as pissed as me. I don't even know if i want to associate myself with these guys anymore, so i'm going to call a friend of mine who is an alumnis of the fraternity and see what words of wisdom he has to say. Keep me in your prayers, cause it doesn't look like theres going to be and end to this anytime soon. Pray for me.
but now thats gone and my mind is back to things, and i am wondering if things will ever get better for more than one night of drunken fun, right now it doesn't look like it more and more shit keeps coming my way and truth be told i'm just struggling to keep my head above water. My brother's birthday was today, and that wasn't too bad, but i left it to go to a play by bellarmine's flow. It wasn't bad, i had a few friends of mine in it. and they did really well. Rachel was there and i wasn't expecting that so it was really awkward i didn't talk to her and she didn't talk to me, but i'm sure that she knew that i was there. They expected me to be at Thomas Moore, in the cincinatti area, which is something that i have looked forward to for a while now. There is another chapter of Alpha Delta Gamma there, and we were going to go to their biggest party of the year. I offered to drive everyone down and all in all about five of us were planning to go and RSVP'd. But today everyone but me decided that they didn't want to go. And i wasn't going to drive there and back by myself, so i'm feeling really really bad right now about standing RHO chapter up. They are a great group of guys, and we just let them down. I called one of them and apologized, and he was still pissed. but he wasn't half as pissed as me. I don't even know if i want to associate myself with these guys anymore, so i'm going to call a friend of mine who is an alumnis of the fraternity and see what words of wisdom he has to say. Keep me in your prayers, cause it doesn't look like theres going to be and end to this anytime soon. Pray for me.