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I HATE all things school, i have an acct test tomorrow, and i'm fucked. this test will probably decide whether or not i pass or fail for the year, and i don't know shit. I will probably fail for the year, which will bring down my GPA so much i will never be able to study abroad, but thats ok that is only something i will regret for the rest of my life, That is of course if i'm in college long enough to study abroad. I was studying really well till i came across something, that if its true will really upset me. after reading it i couldn't really focus well enough to study even though i am on my medicine I still don't know if i'm going to go to pioneer dance or not. I don't know if i want to or not. Either way this weekend might suck again. i have a lot of work to do, and i'm not sure if i am going to be able to get it all done. I'm feeling really burnt out, and thats not good. Everything still just keeps piling up, and i'm still just trying to stay up, its proving harder and harder with each passing day.
I need a break, but even the upcoming breaks won't help, because i went home a few days ago, and so did my dad, because my littlest brother stephen was afraid of my dad being in his second story apartment during the storms. So for the first time in a while the whole family was back together again, and it took about 5 mins for my parents to start yelling at each other. I had to break them up so that my brothers wouldn't hear it. I told them to take it outside, but they didn't my mom just left the house in that weather, and she didn't know where she was going. I am so sick of all this fucking stress, and drama in my life. I can't take much more of it. I am really reaching my limits on things that i can handle at one time. Something either needs to get better soon, or things need to stop adding to what i'm already dealing with.
Thats all for now, i'm done, i'm spent, i'm drained.
I need a break, but even the upcoming breaks won't help, because i went home a few days ago, and so did my dad, because my littlest brother stephen was afraid of my dad being in his second story apartment during the storms. So for the first time in a while the whole family was back together again, and it took about 5 mins for my parents to start yelling at each other. I had to break them up so that my brothers wouldn't hear it. I told them to take it outside, but they didn't my mom just left the house in that weather, and she didn't know where she was going. I am so sick of all this fucking stress, and drama in my life. I can't take much more of it. I am really reaching my limits on things that i can handle at one time. Something either needs to get better soon, or things need to stop adding to what i'm already dealing with.
Thats all for now, i'm done, i'm spent, i'm drained.