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Hello lovely people. I've been searching for a fic read on ao3 where Kirk was cutting in the shower, got too close to an artery and ordered into therapy for a suspected suicide attempt. He was convinced that he somehow forced Spock to have sex during Pon Farr, they were bonded and when Spock recovered had their bond broken. Kirk was a mess. I ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, I am new to this. So pardon me if I make mistakes. I have combed the internet over the last few months for long (like really long 50k-800k) stories revolving around Spock, particularly if he is hurt/injured/sick/depressed/abused (I'll take anything. Explicit violence and sexual content do not bother me.) So if you have any recs, I'd ( Read more... )

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Hi all~ newbie in the fandom, at least with fics ( Read more... )

So my last request was met with awesome recs and I have lately been slowly making my way back through people's past requests hoping to find something new and interesting and I have found it....only the fic in question is still missing. GAH MY LUCK!?!?!

Since this was requested January 8th I feel no guilt reposting it. So here is the original post. ( Read more... )

I'm looking for a A.U. Star Trek: 2009 story where after the situation with Gary Mitchell, Spock is tasked with looking for anyone else who might not be psi-null. He discovers that Lieutenant Jim Kirk has a telepathic ability of persuasion, which he unknowingly uses to get his way.  Spock starts to suspect this at Gary's funeral.

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Dear Saintly Helpful Anons-- I read this story sometime last December, and now I'm ticked that I CAN'T remember for the life of me what its title was or where exactly I found it because I've been mainlining STXI fic for 2 months straight, and I apparently forgot to bookmark, gah ( Read more... )

Hi ! I was wondering if there are fics with Spock being suicidal, I couldn't find any, maybe because it's not that logical?. This or either fics with Spock thinking his life is not that worthy, I'm curious to know how writers deal with it.