Yesterday I made a big chunk of progress on Adam's web site. I'm still not pleased with the way we're doing it, but it's not my web site and I have a lot of other things to be taking care of, so the sooner this is off my desk, the better. Yesterday I put together four pages with all their links and stuff intact. Today I have to embed the videos on ( Read more... )

I've been avoiding coming here because while I wanted to document everything that happened and everything I was feeling, I couldn't bring myself to think about it long enough (in cohesive sentences) to write it down. It doesn't matter, because the experience is indelible on my heart or soul or being. I'll never forget it. And I don't know if that's ( Read more... )

I had an 8:00 dental appointment this morning. He redid some fillings. It actually feels like he filled about half of the top of my mouth. He also numbed me so much that I really can't talk or move my mouth, and rinsing my mouth was just ridiculous, as I have no feeling, and as a result, little control over what my upper lip does. I want to drink ( Read more... )

Hope that soon I will be able to say that I've worked through that thing. We'll see.

I have to do something about my mother. She's getting out of hand. It's always amazing...her capacity to be so self-centered. But when I look at the situation, are we both being self-centered? She is upset because I don't call her or visit her, yet she doesn't ( Read more... )

I've been working on a lot of domestic stuff this week. My current class involves a lot of reading about allergens and contaminants in one's personal environment, which is motivating me to do some cleaning that's a little heavier than normal. Yesterday I found myself scrubbing the tub surround with my favorite white vinegar and water mixture for  ( Read more... )

It was a loooong weekend, or at least it felt like it. Something planetary must be happening, as everything just seemed like it was more of a struggle than it needed to be (at least until yesterday ( Read more... )

I feel bad for some people. I "know" of a woman who belongs to an art group that I do who just shared that her eight-or-so-year-old daughter went to the psychologist yesterday and was diagnosed with anxiety disorder. The little girl (much like her "bipolar" mother) was very pleased to finally give it a name. The doctor taught her some breathing ( Read more... )

Over the weekend I noticed my eyes were extremely scratchy. It didn't really phase me because I have really dry eyes. Yesterday I started cleaning the bathroom and happened to look in the mirror as I was clearing off the sink area to clean and I noticed the bottom of my right eyeball was pretty red. Not like "you have bloodshot eyes" red, but like ( Read more... )

I think Adam's staying up at PIB for as long as he can keep making money today. I guess I shouldn't complain, but after a cool, rainy week, today is perfect and it would be fun to go on a little day trip or something. I'm telling myself if I stay home and catch up on housework and work ahead on school work, maybe tomorrow or some other day this ( Read more... )

Today has turned out better than I thought (so far). We won't be going to see our mom until later this afternoon. I never really knew what the "plan" was, and I guess it was to meet up a lot earlier today. Thankfully my sister filled me in last night. That meant that I got to go to the farmers market and stop in at the nursery earlier today and ( Read more... )