"my love ain't sexy. it's ferocious. it eats men for breakfast ans deposits them in the nearest spittoon at lunch time ( Read more... )

i feel frozen.

i don't have words most of the time to express the "emptiness" i feel. and it makes me feel like a kid all over again. not in a fun five year old way. in an angsty, really irritating fifteen year old way.

part of this is the fast. i was just on a juice fast for about 3+ days (i don't say 4 because i was sleeping a lot,...and on the ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting a better hang of what's wrong...but it's not quite clear ( Read more... )

dsafjesdafewigfesdhagdsajfdsgerslgiedfgdarghidsafjad ( Read more... )

Oh, am I ever done with this crap ( Read more... )

The past two times I've tried to post the entry box was all tiny and pissed me off. I was very angry ( Read more... )

I went for a walk with Dan today. It cleared my head in ways nothing else could have. I can't even begin to remark on how amazing that was ( Read more... )

I've had myself wound up soooo tight lately and I really am just taking myself far to seriously.

I think I've been honest to the point of fault.
I don't like shoving my shit in people's faces, and no one wants to fucking hear it anyway.

Why do I have to really think certain things are important? I'm not normally this way.

...What's "normal" for me ( Read more... )

Oh the isolation of my soul ( Read more... )

The NIN concert is next FRIDAY, not Thursday. Carl and Hayley get along and if Drew flakes out, we're taking her. We're also going to see The Dark Knight in IMAX next Wednesday.

I've concluded that my problem is not the problem itself, but that I believe the problem to be a bad thing.
Going through a rough patch sucks. And wanting out is natural.
But ( Read more... )