"my love ain't sexy. it's ferocious. it eats men for breakfast ans deposits them in the nearest spittoon at lunch time ( Read more... )

I'm eating a roast beef croissant ( Read more... )

so the swell in the wave passes and the cycle moves on.

depressive episode, sobbing hysterically on the parkway and crazy shower.

now sleep.

i'll feel better in the morning?

I'm officially getting paid for my internship. :) (I filled out new hire paperwork yesterday morning ( Read more... )

I've been practicing a very strange exercise lately. I've been imagining my life without ( Read more... )

Time is moving fast.

Monday, I didn't call Merendino's. In fact, I didn't wake up until around 3 or so and the day was a big mess. I cut my hair (I pulled it into a pony tail and snipped it off. It's lopsided but at least I got the angle I wanted.) I went to Merendino's to talk with Matt and we made a deal. So I just had to show up this Saturday at ( Read more... )

I don't know how to catch up on the past week or so ( Read more... )

Oh the isolation of my soul ( Read more... )

The NIN concert is next FRIDAY, not Thursday. Carl and Hayley get along and if Drew flakes out, we're taking her. We're also going to see The Dark Knight in IMAX next Wednesday.

I've concluded that my problem is not the problem itself, but that I believe the problem to be a bad thing.
Going through a rough patch sucks. And wanting out is natural.
But ( Read more... )

Mom and I had a fight yesterday ( Read more... )