"my love ain't sexy. it's ferocious. it eats men for breakfast ans deposits them in the nearest spittoon at lunch time ( Read more... )

i haven't written here in a while. which i suppose is a good sign just because that usually means i'm not having a hard time or getting bored ( Read more... )

I've dyed my hair purple ( Read more... )

i haven't been getting up immediately in the mornings because i've just been feeling like nothing is waiting for me ( Read more... )

Ever cringe for someone else? I do it a lot sometimes. And then I wonder how many people do that for/to me.

Anyway...I guess I feel better and worse about things.
Yuriana and I spoke briefly about the H-D situation and we agree that it sucks that things had to turn out as they did. And the anger has pretty much subsided. "Now I know I wanna kill you ( Read more... )

it's been a really interesting/boring month ( Read more... )

I'm officially getting paid for my internship. :) (I filled out new hire paperwork yesterday morning ( Read more... )

Visiting Yuri has been really tough this week.
Trisha and I snuck her chocolate on Friday and today.
She's so homesick and it makes me really upset to see her this way.
Things are really weird these days.

Aside from visiting her, I've done practically nothing. Today I finally left the house before 6PM for the first time since Yuri went into the ( Read more... )

made $17 last night. after 6 hours ( Read more... )

oh no oh no oh no oh no

oh no.

alright, so, (without caps) here i am again, trying to figure it all out. i don't want to pretend i have it all together and i certainly know i don't. today i feel far worse than i have in the past month or so and it may be a cumulative feeling.

the sickness is getting my morale down. i'm still sick because i want to do ( Read more... )