some regrets never fade. they linger. and sometimes it's because you missed the opportunity of a lifetime. (or of several.)

qu’est-ce qu'elle fait avoir que je n'ai pas?

is it the color of her skin? the texture of her hair? your history? do i not know the right languages? is she just so sweet on you that you can’t let go? are there memories she has ( Read more... )

i haven't been getting up immediately in the mornings because i've just been feeling like nothing is waiting for me ( Read more... )

Visiting Yuri has been really tough this week.
Trisha and I snuck her chocolate on Friday and today.
She's so homesick and it makes me really upset to see her this way.
Things are really weird these days.

Aside from visiting her, I've done practically nothing. Today I finally left the house before 6PM for the first time since Yuri went into the ( Read more... )

on facebook there's that weird little box off to the side that just lets you fill in stuff.

today's my maternal grandmother's birthday.

i went to her facebook to consider leaving her a cheesy fb birthday wall post (which i didn't)...

and her box says "Missing Harry"

it made me want to cry and hug her all at once.
wow.

Oh, am I ever done with this crap ( Read more... )

Okay. So.

Work: I miss coworkers. Every time I work for more than 3 days in a row, I start to get very crabby and begin to despair about my life. I'm so glad I am done with this previous five-day cycle. And that the upcoming week isn't like that at all. Kerry is probably leaving after this weekend and I'm going to miss that sassy little Brit. Rachel ( Read more... )

Apparently making out falls under the "champagne rule" (mom's thing about not having sex in the house).

I can't make out with someone in my room??? Or on the couch?
REALLY?! What's the point in paying rent again?

Apparently my charisma does me justice.
I left my interview with the GM on Tuesday in high hopes after being told that they were going to call back on Thursday or so if I was still a good candidate.
Thursday came and went, and no call.
So I woke up today, sighed, and started getting ready for the rest of the day.
I put my phone on my mom's charger in ( Read more... )

Yatz showed up out of nowhere yesterday!

He got Ed and Lou and we all went back over to Mark's place sans Dan.
It was a surprisingly good time.

And I have to say, the previous night was even good regardless of the personally irritating end.

I stopped by Nicole's party and wished her well.
I half wish I had stayed longer just because I felt like an ass ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while. Because my life decided "Hm,.. now looks like a good time to take up whirlwind status.." so I've been living kind of in a giant clusterfuck.

First things first, my trip to Massachusetts was
just about one of the best things to happen in a really long time. The day I spent getting there was annoying. I didn't get on the ( Read more... )