My family decided without me (for me) what we are doing for my birthday this year. Again. And it's the same thing we did last year. They decide that we are going to get together as a family and eat cake and ice cream. I fucking hate that they do this. My dad basically thinks I enjoy having to put up with my brother's stepkids for the night. He ( Read more... )

115. When I told my dad to guess how much, he guessed one pound under that. He says that my not eating is "ticking him off." At first that made me mad. But I think it was really just his way of saying "I'm worried that you're not eating" without sounding all sentimental. My dad and I have never been very sentimental with one another and it gets ( Read more... )

Today passed somewhat less horridly than yesterday. After I wrote my longass entry this morning I went to work an hour early because I couldn't stand the thought of just sitting here anymore. I didn't want to read or play Wii or anything like I would normally do if I had time in the morning. I didn't even spend much time on my makeup, and lately, ( Read more... )

I had a little over half of a sample of a vanilla latte with whole milk today. It gave me a headache. Ugh. Not a super bad one, at least. I haven't had a really bad headache in at least a month. It's great. I haven't used migraine medicine in a while. There was a while there I had to take it more than once a week ( Read more... )

I finally don't feel sick anymore. The second round of antibiotics worked against the bacteria. The first round (zpak) was completely ineffective. Keflex worked wonders, I guess. I was able to go to work and not get extremely tired. Today, though, is the first day since I woke up sick that one Saturday that I've felt actually, truly good. I hate ( Read more... )

I went to the store to get two prescriptions filled (I went by myself, I might add - and didn't experience any anxiety at all, really). I hope the drugs work. I've been to the doctor about this bacterial infection 3 times in less than two weeks. He says if I don't feel better by Monday, I need to call in sick to work and make another appointment to ( Read more... )

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I had a cranberry/apple muffin and a blueberry muffin at work as well as a few strawberries. The next step will be to find something I feel like eating for dinner. Or something I don't feel like eating, I guess. The woman who cooks for my dad brought him chicken I think. I might have to see how that is ( Read more... )