dios mio. no es bueno.
I had a little over half of a sample of a vanilla latte with whole milk today. It gave me a headache. Ugh. Not a super bad one, at least. I haven't had a really bad headache in at least a month. It's great. I haven't used migraine medicine in a while. There was a while there I had to take it more than once a week.
I had five bites or so of Chinese food for lunch today. I was very hungry before we went to the restaurant but my appetite disappeared quickly. I had some yogurt just now also. I'm going to go find something to eat for dinner and hope that I don't end up eating a whole bunch of chocolate chip cookies or something instead. They're sitting in there calling my name! *covers ears* ;) I am still at 120 so I haven't lost any weight since the last time I weighed myself.
My fortune cookie at the Chinese restaurant had a slip of paper in it that said: "Fortune not found: abort, regret, ignore?" I'm not sure about the word "regret" (it may have been another word). I have never had a fortune like that. It was weird. I get some neat ones sometimes.
I asked a woman I work with if she would do a reading for me. She's kind of like a "psychic" or something (for lack of a better word - I don't really know what she calls herself or whatever, or what I should refer to her as). The last time I talked to her before today she had mentioned something about me being in a relationship by summer. This, after I realized I have a gigantic "crush thing" on a guy at work. So I told he I'd like to know more about what she said. I need to plan when she'll do the reading. I don't know if I will go during my lunch break from work or after hours. I also just want to go to her house. Her house is the only place where I feel right. I feel more relaxed and "right" with the world at her house than I even do at mine. It's amazing. I'm definitely not the type of person who will feel comfortable right away in someone's house. If I am stressed and I go to her house, it melts away.
I feel kind of lame and nerdy because I was looking forward all weekend to seeing him at work today and it was his day off. Hah. At least I can laugh at myself, right? And I still feel good. It's awesome to feel this good. About anything. I am actually looking forward to signing up for a class for next semester at the college here in town. It's been a while since I actually looked forward to something, genuinely. Maybe this means the Prozac is working?