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I hate when I use food to make myself feel better. Over the weekend I ate an entire medium sized bag of peanut butter m&ms and a smaller bag of chocolate covered caramels. Thinking about it afterward makes me want to puke (not literally - I mean it just makes me feel sick). I'm about to do the same thing today I think. I have more junk food to eat ( Read more... )

I don't know whether my appetite is actually back or if I'm just eating because I want everyone off my back about not eating. Either way, this last week I ate more than I would normally (at least in the past few months). It probably wasn't always the healthiest stuff to eat, but I guess it was just good that I ate. I wasn't forcing myself to eat ( Read more... )

The smell of my dad's lunch is making me feel a bit sick to my stomach. I don't know what it is but I can smell it even here, in my bedroom, with the door closed. It's probably not a bad smell, but just the food smell. Ugh. I had 2 and a half donuts for breakfast. That could be why food doesn't sound like such a good idea. I haven't really felt ( Read more... )

I feel all right today. Pretty good actually. Work was annoying, but lately I've just had a hard time dealing with everything there. I'm still trying to make myself care more about my job, considering how it's the best job I've had, really. I think that it's really just hit me this week exactly how much I have been going through the past year and a ( Read more... )

Turned out to be an awful day. I tried to enjoy the snow clouds in the sky (there wasn't much snow on the ground yet, but there's surely a bunch upon in the mountains, which are beautiful with the dark clouds and the white snow overwhelming them) but even that didn't even help as much as it sometimes can. All I thought about was how much driving in ( Read more... )

I had a little over half of a sample of a vanilla latte with whole milk today. It gave me a headache. Ugh. Not a super bad one, at least. I haven't had a really bad headache in at least a month. It's great. I haven't used migraine medicine in a while. There was a while there I had to take it more than once a week ( Read more... )

I asked my office manager to hold me accountable for being more assertive and taking care of things myself instead of passing them on to her. We get a lot of those silly telemarketing calls. Everyone and their brother wants to offer us landscape service, signage, insurance, a new freaking kitchen sink ;) and I have a very hard time sounding and ( Read more... )

"Given a long enough time, of course, a wide enough frame, there is nothing said or done, ever, that isn't ironic at the end ( Read more... )