Had another night at the gym. Kind of boring. Good for body but I wasn't so into it. It'll be good when Em joins me tomorrow ( Read more... )

I've been in Niihama for a month now. I've got less than 2 weeks left here. Next weekend I'm going to meet my cousins in Hiroshima, and I'm seriously excited! But I'm also sad that I have to leave. This town has been a great place for me to center myself and be alone. I forgot how much I really enjoy being alone ( Read more... )

So lately I've been incredibly depressed. Been hating the job, wishing I had more time, thinking I'm wasting my life and my talents here ( Read more... )

and now I want a kid? It's like this biological alarm went off. I keep hitting snooze but it keeps chiming in every ten minutes ( Read more... )

mood drops. wanting to cry. could be pms. could be the fact that i'm about to leave the country at the end of september and possibly not be back for a year. hell i could die on the plane.

I think I want to spend more than a week in Orlando.

If I got pregnant I wouldn't have an abortion. Not only do I not think I could live with myself if I did, I ( Read more... )